congrats GH!

Saturday, May. 21, 2005 @ 5:27 p.m.

I miss my friends. I miss being in AA. Last night we had a Couzens mini-reunion. Some of my friends threw a barbeque. I took Adan with me and we had a good time. I was bummed though because I got there extra late, and spent most of the time driving people. I had to take Mary home so she could grab something, and then drive Liz and Neal home cuz I didn't want them to walk. The Adan and I grabbed something to eat and I dropped him off at the club, but by the time I got back, everyone was leaving :( I enjoyed the time I did get to spend with everyone, however. Mary and I had a really nice conversation, so I was glad about that. And I got some cute pics which I'll put up on my photosite later. Mary did make a good point to me, however, about how I've kinda spent most of my time with all my greek friends, and have just left all my CZ peeps. I feel really bad about that, so I'm definitely going to work on it.

Hanging out with Adan was actually nice too. I'm struggling though because I know he wants a relationship, and though I am attracted to him, I just can't go down that road again. If ya'll remember my ex-boyfriend Alex and all the drama that came with that relationship...well it's basically the same situation. And I just can't do it all over again. So I'm not sure what I'm gonna do yet, because I would like to see what kind of relationship we'd have, but there's no future to it, so what's the point?

Anyway, after I dropped him off, I went to the Kappa house for Nick and Alex's b-day. I got there real early and felt dumb cuz I came by myself (trying to be OWT alone is hard). But I got to see them and wish them a happy b-day and all, so I did what I came to do. More people showed up so I did my rounds and said hi to everyone, which I always enjoy. I got to see my ghost sands and talked to him for a bit (although I could not hold up my end of the convo for some reason...), but it was nice. I didn't feel good though so I left early.

I went back to pick up Adan from the club..and sweaty boys were all over me trying to dance...haha, they're crazy. Adan kinda asked me out on a date, which I agreed to, but it doesn't sign any deals yet or anything. Then I drove home, trying to avoid all the animals that were fighting me for the road...they have the scariest eyes in the dark!

I slept in for a bit then watched the Daytime Emmy Awards (I taped them). Natalia Livingston won Best Supporting Actress :-) and General Hospital won Best Drama!!! I love it :)

My little bro made me lunch, which was really nice (and good). I love when we're nice to each other, cuz it's not often. Maybe next time I'll actually get off my butt and cook for him (once I learn how).

Well that was a long and complacent entry. Good day all!

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