oooh, just a little bit

Thursday, Jun. 02, 2005 @ 7:46 a.m.

I'm not sick anymore...yay! Other than that, the weekend went all right. Dad came home with good news that changes everything. I'm happy for him and what the future could hold, but I'm scared that it shakes things up in my world too much. I'm just going to keep praying for the best.

Let's see...I spent Memorial Day weekend just hanging out with my family. I realized that I actually did miss my dad, more than I thought I would, and I was sad to see him go. Whoa, shocker. But yeah, it was nice to know I still had a good heart left in me.

So now I'm jobless again though because of this news...and alas, I dunno what I'm gonna do. And thus, I've just been sitting in my house feeling like a failure....oh joy. That's all I seem to do these days. Sit around and feel sorry for myself. But I have faith that I'll knock some sense back into my head eventually and somehow grow from this experience.

That's what I'm hoping for...a summer of learning something new and profound that I can use in my life to better myself as a person.

In other news...I made a strawberry/banana smoothie, so I wouldn't have to go out and buy one! It's good, but I really do need to work on my kitchen skills...

"Dancing With the Stars" is coming on...adios!!! :-)

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