my poor house :-(

Wednesday, Jul. 13, 2005 @ 12:20 p.m.

We're moving next week...it's really getting close. My mom has gone to the storage place so I have to start packing. Ick...that's all I can think. How I just don't wanna move. I mean, I'm excited to be going to a new place and getting a new house and all that, but I have so much shit that I just don't feel like cleaning. But it's necessary, cuz this year I've got to be organized to the T, so cleaning would be the first step.

But I'm sad cuz our house is falling apart at the moment. The maintenence guy is here today fixing stuff, but when he went to shut off the water, the pipe started leaking, so now my basement is getting rained on (and we have carpet). My mom's not going to be happy when she gets home. And since the water is shut off, I can't go potty...so I'm trying not to eat or drink to much. I just hope things can get fixed so we can sell the house.

I have MAD amounts of work to do at the moment, like typing up meeting minutes, cleaning out my 1000 messages on my school e*mail account, organizing all those e*mails into folders, getting ready to clean all of my stuff off my mom's computer before it goes into storage, cleaning out everything that came from school that I haven't touched since I got home (I'm kinda worried it all might be ruined cuz everything's been sitting in the garage for months, and it's been hella hot this summer)...ugh, so much work to do that I've been putting off all summer because I wanted a break. But alas, now I have a reason to get to work again, so it's time to start.

But ultimately, I guess I'm kinda grateful for stuff to keep me busy because it helps me not focus on how much I miss Vernon. I've been sitting down here for a bit now just trying to stay happy. He wants me to have faith in us and that's what I'm trying to do. But anyway, I told myself I wasn't going to talk about him on here much anymore. I realized that I publicize my relationships too much, so I'm gonna keep it pretty private from now on.

Ok, gotta get back to work. I'm going to Battle Creek later and I haven't even called anyone to see if they're available. Perhaps I'm avoiding saying goodbye? Who knows, but it's time to stop and get productive. Have a good day.

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