when?

Friday, Oct. 21, 2005 @ 10:12 p.m.

I'm at a point in my life where I feel like I'm failing at everything I'd been so excited to accomplish. Things just aren't going how I had envisioned them. There's not enough time to devote my whole heart to each thing I'm involved in, so everything keeps getting bits and pieces of crap. And then comes my person, my aura, my being...it's not where I want it to be. I'm not who I want to be. I don't feel like I'm capable of being who I want to be without completely changing who I already am. And I feel like I'll never have time to really figure it out and get it together.

How did I go from being such an accomplished person to such a frazzled and unhappy human being? Where did my spirit and love of life go? How can I get it back? And when will I ever be good enough?

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